VULNERABLE YOUNG LASS

February has been tough for the past weeks and it's not even over yet. Life has thrown a major curveball at me which lead me to question my faith, I felt afraid, and made me do a lot of ugly crying. Most of my days were unsavory and most of the people I met are unpleasant. February gave a lot of pressure and hate. It's disgusting.

Everyday I was unmotivated and drained, swear. I don't know what to do because I was uninspired. I wished that there's a magical shortcut to get around this and be over with it. But sadly, life does not offer this kind of hack. The only solution? Face the challenge head on.

So that's what I'm doing right now. I am facing the fact that I'm not the master of my fate and that I'm vulnerable. I'm in trial right now and it's okay. It is OKAY. I'm not going to beat myself up over this. It will pass, and I know that my family and friends love me and they know I love them too. It's fine. And you know what? This sitch that I'm in right now serves as a memo that I'm only human and this is part of being it. So I'm going to breathe deep and motivate myself. To see life's inspiriting beauty and do something that I love which is to create.

As Brené Brown once said "Vulnerability is not weakness; It's our greatest measure of courage." Writing this blog and pouring my heart out is therapeutic and healing. Helps me get through the process. So, thank you for taking the time my friend.


'til next time :)